A moment in time when I was when bunge jump of nepal bridge

I heard the sounds of people cheering me on as I jumped of the edge. I heard the sound of my heart beating the sound of light. I saw the water as I come crashing down I saw the rocks as like i was going splat into like a watermelon going to break open I felt the wind thrusting against my body because i was facing the opposite way that the wind was going. I felt the my heart as if it was about to jump out of my body I wondered what it would be like if I failed this jump I wondered what would it look like if someone else did it